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aspaklaria

‘Try to get good big speakers to listen to this album… there’s a lot in the production of it… wonderfully fruity synthesizers, great textures, layers and layers of it, a big overall thing that definitely rewards listening to it at a decent volume. You’re missing the point if you’re not hearing the whole thing. There’s a lot of work in this album…’ John Cavanagh, Radio Six International

‘A superb producer… adventurous album.’ The Musician, Spring 2019

‘… beautiful, ethereal CD of effective dichotomies - even the songs, sounding simultaneously innocent and experienced, also function as huge, wide-opened soundscapes’. RnR Magazine

‘Musical pearls’ Wojciech Ossowski, Polish Radio 3

‘Gorna’s strong vision and obvious talent are clearly responsible for Aspaklaria’s success as an album… light and ethereal… Gorna demonstrates her vocal range, which easily extends from warm and earthy through to sharp and airy’. Haydon Benfield, Expert Amateur

‘Musical metaphysics… Seductive ethereal garden of sounds and timbres… It is in this clear lens of Aspaklaria that Jarmila was able to focus the magic of her other-worldly voice with pulsating beats and the incredible, electronically shaped sound expanse… Phenomenal voice…’ Piotr Majewski, Radio Dla Ciebie - Radio For You, Poland

'This voice is special. This girl is incredible. The music is incredible... This girl is going to go far… Beautiful music... very cool...' Rockin Rebbetzin, WSIA Staten Island 88.9fm

‘Is there some Kate Bush in there?’ Radio Afera 98.6MHz, Poland

‘Her music can be compared to a kaleidoscope - there are a lot of tiny colourful elements in constant motion’. Karolina Filarczyk, Muzykoholicy

‘Jarmila is like a musical polymath. She’s a bit like the Ibn Ezra, and although he is a medieval Torah commentator and she’s a modern musician - so there’s quite a gap between them, but in a way it’s very much the same kind of ability to do many, many, many things well, all at the same time without seemingly specialising in one, being super confident in all of them...’ Radio Free Nachlaot


 
A S P A K L A R I A - 2 0 1 8 - A P P L E M U S I C

A S P A K L A R I A - 2 0 1 8 - A P P L E M U S I C

aspaklaria -
press release

 

Having charted new territory with her first album Hashgachah, and its ‘sophisticated soul-bearing vision’, Jarmila Gorna is now pushing her own musical boundaries even further. The critics were so dazzled by her genre-defying album, that it was cited for nomination by the BBC Radio 3 World Music Awards. With Hashgachah reviewers struggled for words to describe the indescribable – rather appropriate for an album of wordless songs. Kate Bush, Chick Corea, Ennio Morricone, ‘an entire Bulgarian choir’, ‘The Beach Girls’ were just some of the comparisons made.

Where do you go from there?

Gorna's new album is the elegantly named 'Aspaklaria' (Aramaic for ‘clear lens’). This time, inspired by a lifetime’s spiritual quest for Hebraic mysticism, self-penned lyrics poured forth. ‘My songs on Aspaklaria are songs of love and fear, of one's personal shattering and self-reconstructing, of questions asked and perhaps answers given, of getting connected and staying connected, of reaching to the heavens and reaching for the stars'. Wanting to push beyond the luxury and safety of the abstract, Jarmila is gathering the clouds into concrete form.

All the things reviewers liked most in the debut album are still present. The magic of her almost extraterrestrial voice and the emotionally gripping way she uses it - combined this time with contemporary beats, electronic sounds, stirring grooves and unexpected song structures.

Aspaklaria is almost single-handedly the work of one woman – written, performed, produced and engineered by a true ‘Polly Math'! She is assisted by the inimitable David Farren, founder member of Bad Manners. Farren also created the album artwork and graces the music with his electric guitar brushstrokes. The music was recorded in her studio which was originally set up with the kind assistance of old friend and mentor, Philip Bagenal of Eastcote Studios (Adele's ‘21’). Mixed by Grammy award-winning engineer Matt Lawrence (Mumford & Sons' ‘Babel’), mastered by the multiple Grammy-nominated Stuart Hawkes (The Guardian’s number 1 album of the century - Amy Winehouse’s ‘Back to Black’, Lorde's ‘Pure Heroine’). Larry Holcombe added his production flair.

You may hear a vocal-dominated art pop, pop crossover, electronica and IDM, rock and a trip-hop vibe… You may detect warped echoes of drum & bass, deep house, or even grime as well as an occasional bass wobble… phew!... but Jarmila Gorna once again eludes all attempts at easy classification. All those eager for fresh musical experiences will not want to miss out on this. Here is a multi-talented artist in her element doing what she likes best.

 

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ASPAKLARIA - SONG VIDEO

ASPAKLARIA - SONG VIDEO

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Aspaklaria is the eponymous song of the album. It’s like a prayer. In Aramaic ‘aspaklaria me’ira’ means ‘clear lens’.......

O just let me be a transparent vessel for the divine will!
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All the Prophets saw with an unclear lens, but Moses saw with a clear lens. 
(Talmud, Yevamot 49b)

כל הנביאים נסתקלו באספקלריא שאינה מאירה משה רבינו נסתקל באספקלריא המאירה
(יבמות, מט ע׳׳ב)

 
 
 

ASPAKLARIA

Hi, my name is Dreamer…
All requests – responded to.
Even those not yet pronounced,
But one…

 

Let the light shine through me
All rays – undistorted
Low pass, hi pass – a dance of minus plus
Always reflect!

Dreamer...

You know me. You know my name:
'All-requests-are-like-a-dream-come-true'.
Even those I’ve not yet dreamt…
But one…

Let the light shine through me
All rays – undistorted
Low pass, hi pass – a dance of minus plus
Always reflect!

Aspaklaria be my name! Ah ah ah…

Will you ever come to me,
My Dream!

 

ASPAKLARIA

Lyrics in Polish - Słowa

Hej! Mam na imię Marzycielka…
Wszystkie życzenia to jak spełnione marzenia.
Nawet te, których jeszcze nie wypowiedziałam,
Za wyjątkiem jednego…

Niechże światło mnie przenika
Wszystkie promienie – bez zniekształcenia
I niskie [częstotliwości], i wysokie – taniec minusa z plusem
Niech zawsze tylko mnie prześwietlają!

[chórek]: ‘Marzycielka’…

Znasz mnie i wiesz jak mam na imię:
[moje imię to]: ‘Wszystkie moje życzenia jak sny się spełniają’
Nawet te, których jeszcze sobie nie wyśniłam
Oprócz jednego…

Niechże światło mnie przenika
Wszystkie promienie – bez zniekształcenia
I niskie [częstotliwości], i wysokie – taniec minusa z plusem
Niech zawsze tylko mnie prześwietlają!

Niech Aspaklaria będzie moim imieniem!!!

Czy kiedyś mi się spełnisz Moje 'Marzenie'?

 
Jarmila Gorna explores the mystical meaning of the word 'aspaklaria' which became the name of her second album. She is also joined by Dr Shalom Springer, PhD in Mathematical Physics, lecturer in Talmud and Jewish philosophy, who eloquently explains some concepts of the Jewish philosophy behind the term 'aspaklaria' as well as their relevance to the men and women of today.

neuro alien

‘A healing, world fixing, anti-bullying anthem’
’Neuro Alien’ - Official Music Video

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Ms Victim to Ms Bully:

Everyone can improve themself as a person! But to really change for the better?... Here’s an idea.....

What if there were a ‘free-will switch’ located at the point where a baby’s skull fuses together? That place on a skull is called the fontanelle. The residence of one’s decision-making mechanism.
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Everyone has a free choice available to them at the level of their individual moral threshold.
(R' Eliahu Dessler, Collected Essays, Free Choice, Part II: 'The Level of Choice')

כל אדם יש לו בחירה היינו בנקודת פגישת האמת שלו אם האמת המדומה
         ר׳ אליהו  דסלר 
מכתב מאליהו, חלק א: פרק ב, נקודת הבהירה

 

‘A brief visit to planer Earth’ - ‘Neuro Alien’ Trailer
’Krótka wizyta na planecie Ziemi’ - Zwiastun teledysku ‘Neuro Alien’ (‘Neurologiczna Obca’)

 
 

NEURO ALIEN

I believe in a possibility:
‘Planet Hospitality’
It could be.
And I don't think this hostility
Is a possibility
For me 

I know, I know… 
Somewhere in my mind there’s a switch
I just have to reach for it.
Toggle… toggle…
On and off
There’s a possibility -      
Why not?

I just have to find its position
I just have to find its position
(Yeah, you have to find its position)

I believe we don’t all have to feel,
We don’t all have to think
Alike.
Would you agree -
This is my planet too
This planet is mine too
Would you?

Let me think…

To… to… to turn the tables…

I know, I know…
Somewhere in your mind there’s a switch
You just have to reach for it.
Toggle… toggle…
On and off
There’s a possibility -
Why not?

You just have to find its position
You just have to find its position

Impossible – I’m possible
Impossible – I’m possible
‘I’m possible’

 

‘Neuro Alien’
(‘Neurologiczna Obca’)

Lyrics in Polish - Słowa

Wierzę w taką oto możliwość:
‘Planeta Gościnność’.
Z pewnością jest taka opcja.
Jednak nie wydaje mi się
By wrogość
Była dla mnie opcją.

Wiem, ja to wiem,
Że gdzieś w moim umyśle jest pewien przełącznik.
Muszę go tylko znaleźć,
By przełączyć w tę czy w drugą stronę
Ale możliwość zawsze pozostaje -
Bo czemu nie?

Muszę tylko znaleźć jego położenie
Muszę tylko znaleźć jego położenie

Wierzę, że nie wszyscy musimy odczuwać,
Że nie wszyscy musimy myśleć
W ten sam sposób.
Czy zgodzisz się ze mną,
Że to jest również i moja planeta,
Że ta planeta jest również moja,
Czyż nie?

Pozwól, że się zastanowię…

Zamieńmy się miejscami...

Wiem, ja to wiem,
Że gdzieś w twoim umyśle jest pewien przełącznik.
Musisz go tylko znaleźć,
By przełączyć w tę czy w drugą stronę
Ale możliwość zawsze pozostaje -
Bo czemu nie?

Musisz tylko znaleźć jego położenie
Musisz tylko znaleźć jego położenie

Niemożliwość staje się możliwością.

 

only you

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How can I best tell you about my love for you when words cannot!
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...Within the body's physical form, the character in this song - The Soul - contemplates its connection with the reason for its being: The Formless...

 

Praise HaShem, O my soul! I will praise HaShem while I live, I will make music to my G-d while I exist.
(Psalms, 146:1-2)

הללי נפשי את ה׳: אהללה ה׳ בחיי אזמרה לאלקי בעודי
(תהלים, קמו:א-ב)

 
 
 

ONLY YOU

Let me find the right expression
In my song for You.

Only You
Only You
I sing all my being to.

Let me sing the right expression
In my song for You.

 

ONLY YOU
(TYLKO TY)

Lyrics in Polish - Słowa

Pozwól, że znajdę odpowiednią ekspresję w swojej pieśni dla Ciebie.

Tylko dla Ciebie, Tylko dla Ciebie,
Wyśpiewuję samą siebie.

Pozwól, że wyśpiewam odpowiednią ekspresję w swojej pieśni dla Ciebie.

 

‘Only You’ - Official Music Video

‘Only You’ - Trailer
’Tylko Ty’ - Zwiastun

forgiveness

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Could I ever go forward to the past - to the place where I was once loved?
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And the Lord G-d called to the man, and He said to him: Where are you?
(Genesis, 3:9)

ויקרא ה׳ אלקים אל האדם ויאמר לו איכה
(בראשית, ג:ט)

 
 

FORGIVENESS

Ah…
I understood
Sorry...
Sorry...

Sorry. Sorry.
Could you forgive me?
Could I look at you again?
Could I learn to know your name?

And then, I would
Commune with you…
Could there be a bond
Stronger than
My closeness to you!
I would never let it go, no!
If I’d do it just once more.
Once more...

 

faith

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I am alone.....
But I am strong!
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אם אין אני לי מי לי
(פרקי אבות, א:יד)

If I am not for myself, who is for me?
(Ethics of the Fathers, 1:14)

 

אשירה לה׳
(תהילים יג:ו)

I will sing to HaShem!
(Psalms, 13:6)

‘Faith’ - Official Music Video

‘Faith - a song of inner strength’ - Documentary Trailer’
‘Wiara - pieśń wewnętrznej mocy’ - Zwiastun dokumentalny

‘Faith’ - Trailer
’Wiara’ - Zwiastun

 
 

FAITH

Faith… Faith…
Faith in myself
No one else...
No one else...
Nobody else...
No!

I have to have: Faith
I have to have: Faith
Faith in myself –
No one else...

I have to have my own faith in myself
I have to have my own faith in myself
Nobody else...
No one else...

I will sing!
‘Ashira l’AdoShem!’
I will sing!
I will sing!

I have to have my own faith in myself
I have to have my own faith in myself
Nobody else...
No one else...

 

‘Faith’
(‘Wiara’)

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 Wiara…
Wiara…
Wiara w samą siebie
Nikt inny [nie da mi tej wiary]
Nikt inny
Nikt inny
Nie!

 Muszę mieć: wiarę
Muszę mieć: wiarę
Wiarę w samą siebie
Nikt inny

Muszę mieć wiarę w samą siebie
Muszę mieć wiarę w samą siebie
Nikt inny
Nikt inny

Będę śpiewać!

‘Aszira l’Adonaj’ [‘Będę śpiewać do Absolutu’, Tehillim 13:6]

Będę śpiewać!
Będę śpiewać!

Muszę mieć wiarę w samą siebie
Muszę mieć wiarę w samą siebie
Nikt inny
Nikt inny

 

i hmm you

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What happens when you are convinced that you’re fated and predestined to meet that one special person? To the extent that you actually love someone you haven’t even met!
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Every day a voice from Heaven says: the daughter of so & so to so & so.
(Talmud, Moed Katan 18b)

בכל יום ויום בת קול יוצאת ואומרת בת פלוני לפלוני
(מועד קטן, יח ע׳׳ב)

 
 

I HMM YOU

I don’t know
In fact I’m sure
We haven’t met
Not in this time anyway…
Not in this world

But this – I know –
I’m writing for us – this song
Planning to greet you with it
When you arrive
Into my life

I hmm you
Ay yay yay
I hmm you…

A little shy
Sweet hesitations
Arise
Wavering in between
Yes and no

Stop confusing me, my thoughts!
Stop whispering!
You sing to me in the wrong key.
I sense it though
That my soul knows it all.

I hmm you
Ay yay yay
I hmm you…  

Where are you?
(Maybe not in this lifetime)
Where are you?
(Maybe not in this world)

 

three gorgeous years

 

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Terrorised by the fear frequency.....
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Though an army would besiege me, my heart would not fear; though war would arise against me, in this I trust (You, HaShem).
(Psalms, 27:3)

אם תחנה עלי מחנה לא יירא לבי אם תקום עלי מלחמה בזאת אני בוטח
(תהילים כז:ג)

 
 

THREE GORGEOUS YEARS

How was I to know
I’d be tossed into this storm?
Three gorgeous years
Tired image, furrowed face
How was I to know
Was I meant to stay or go
Three gorgeous years
Was their fate to burn or glow?

How was I to know
How was I to know
Three gorgeous years
Of… war

Ready for the gifts
I stand here open-armed
Life is sweet to me
Peaceful still and unalarmed
Light was here to be
All the choices that I made
Three gorgeous years
Will the falling ever fade?

Where does my strength come from
Where does this strength come from
Three gorgeous years of war?
Where does my strength come from
Where does this strength come from
Three gorgeous years
I won  

Years and years and years…

 

my self

 

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Who do I love when this man is really two people in one?
Why oh why did I have to fall in love with Jekyll & Hyde?
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ולא תתורו אחרי לבבכם
(במדבר טו:לט)

And you will not stray after your heart.
(Numbers, 15:39)

 
 

Love your fellow as yourself.
(Leviticus, 19:18)

but - when it comes to unsuitable relationships -

A person is not expected to live in a basket together with a snake.
(Talmud, Ketubot 77a)

ואהבת לרעך כמוך 
(ויקרא יט:יח)

אבל

אין אדם דר עם נחש בכפיפה אחת
(כתובות, עז ע׳׳א)

 
 

MY SELF

Long before the bells stop ringing
Long before I cease my singing
For you…

Before you rob me of my light
And cast me into endless night

Before I lose myself in you
And feel the coldness creeping through

Long before my heart lays frozen
In the grave that you have chosen for me…

I’ll choose myself
I’ll choose myself

I see your spirit’s cleft in two
I cannot love the pair of you…

Long before the bells stop ringing
Long before I cease my singing for you…

I’ll love myself…
I’ll love myself…

 
 

black dog

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A song of love becomes a howl of outrage.
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If a man errs spiritually in this world, the blemish wraps around and precedes him on the Day of Judgement... Rabbi Eliezer says: it is bound to him like a dog.
(Talmud, Sota 3b)

וכל העובר עבירה אחת בעוה׳׳ז מלפפתו והולכת לפניו ליום הדין… רבי אליעזר אומר קשורה בו ככלב
(סוטה, ג ע׳׳ב)

 
 

BLACK DOG

All around us our arms intertwined
Just like plants’ tendrils reaching for the sky
Our rosy kisses in glad togetherness
Time compressing less and less…

All the sins of our past now dissolve
To the outside of time they revolve…
We are the now and after and before
Time expanding more and more…

But could it be???

Black Dog
Eating away at your soul, oh come on baby
Black Dog
You cannot be with me cause you’re with that lady

 

a dance 

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Dance with the Angel of Death to the point of Mephistophelian rapture, but pull away in time and don’t leave it too late!
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First he (the Evil Inclination) appears as a passerby, then as a guest and then as host (the Man).
(Talmud, Sukkah 52b)

בתחילה קראו הולך ולבסוף קראו אורח ולבסוף קראו איש
(סוכה, נב ע׳׳ב)
 

 

Such is the skill of the Evil Inclination (he manipulates us by persuasion) to cross the line on a trivial matter and - by minute steps - gets us to commit more and more serious violations, leading to idol worship.
(Talmud, Shabbat 105b)

שכך אומנתו של יצה׳׳ר היום אומר לו עשה כך ולמחר אומר לו עשה כך עד שאומר לו עבוד ע׳׳ז והולך ועובד
(מסכת שבת, קה ע׳׳ב)

 

Resh Lakish said: He is the Accuser, he is the Evil Inclination, he is the Angel of Death (i.e. they are all one).
(Talmud, Bava Batra 16a)

The one who knows us most intimately is the Yetzer Harah (the Evil Inclination), who was responsible for causing our spiritual failings. As he possesses deep knowledge of our character, he is therefore best placed to be the Accuser and then mete out the appropriate punishment as the Angel of Death.

אמר ריש לקיש: הוא שטן הוא יצר הרע הוא מלאך המות
(בבא בתרא, טז ע׳׳א)

 

All who go there, do not return.
(Proverbs, 2:19)

כל באיה לא ישובון
(משלי, ב:יט)

 
 

A DANCE

Sometimes…
But where does it come from?…
I’m overcome by it…

Is it
A guest and a visit
Or am I a guest in its home?

When you arrive
I welcome you
But please
Leave now

When you arrive
We dance in resonance
But please
Leave now

When you arrive
We dance a dance of resonance
But please
Leave now

When you arrive… … …